Antes de partir..

1. Tomaré una siesta

She's..

Such a lovely gal!
Bah!

Winter nights

I'm here, I'm cold and I need you
I'm here, I'm cold and I need you

Today there was music and music only

I should eat something though..

(God)'s Creepy little thoughts

Yeah, yeah. I'm afraid you're lost. And the only one around is me.
Eat up your fears, forget all of your dreams, you're no longer free.
This is everything that you'll have in the years to come, till eternity.
You needn't hide or run. What for? You have -and always will- me.

I'd rather have you know

Will you be with me during worse, or during better times?
Well, whatever the case, I'd trade it for just regular times (If you weren't aware of it, those are the times we spend most of our life in).

So.. What's wrong?

I'm tired and I could really use some sleep. I have this toothache that goes all the way to my face. I slept alone while everyone else had someone there. I need to go but don't know where my ride is. So.. What's wrong? It could all go to waste and I'd be the same. So.. What's wrong? Nothing, everything.. I don't know. You don't know? I guess.. Nothing is wrong with me. Everything's wrong with my life, the way it's going. It's my fault, so I am wrong too..? So.. What's Wrong? I'm too still in my comfort. I need to do something about it.

I wanna be somewhere else
I wanna be somewhere else
I wanna be somewhere else

"..Be somewhere else"

Tu Lago

¿Porqué resistirse cuando no hay algo a lo cual oponerse?
No insistas en ir en contra de algo que de corriente carece.

No es tan solo un conductor, existe.
Tampoco es algo pasajero, persiste.

¿Cómo tener paz sin antes estar loco?
Seré tu lago y también tu maremoto.

I'm here but.. missing. Missing out.

But tell me. Do I have to be absent? ..such a weird thing. The overvaluation of the missing.

Such a dreamer..

Could she belong to this time and age?

Oh but I see beyond your eyes..
Where the truth behind it all lies.

Turn off the bright lights that make everything seem so crude..

It's time to dance, shall we?
I think we are off beat
But the music is devoid
Of any relevance to me

Everything so dark and
Somehow I still manage
To see, to see as if you
Had a light and a flash

So bright, so absolute,
So alive and so mute

If I wanted to be saved,
I'd be doomed. I embrace
What's to come and smile,
I've never been this ready
For anything in my life

So bright, so absolute,
So alive and so mute

It's time to dance, shall we?
I think we are off beat
But the music is devoid
Of any relevance to me.

Thoughts of a dying atheist

"A fearless person invulnerability is only temporal, a fearless person has no motivations and no aspirations. A fearless person is doomed by it's own self and won't go much farther on his/her own.. Equally deadly, restless, careless and ever unstable."

Never to have peace of mind again.

It's settled

A life plan has been established, let's see how it develops now I'm working on it. It was very much needed. On a side note, I really need some sleep and how I wish I.. Never mind.

Decisions..

Yes, no. Go, stop. Good bye, hello.

Blood

Blood red stain on my face
A great way to start the day.

I'll mix in some blood red shoes and hope it turns out well :T

Secrecy

And you may never know
Never know how I feel
Never know what I did
How are you supposed to know?

I'll never tell, it'll never show
On my face, never leaving any trace

So you'll never know
I'll always make sure
To keep it for myself
My secret, my pleasure

And why? You may ask
Well, that's my secret too

Every day feels like sunday

After having the whole weekend to think it over, a decision has been made. It's a situation of the utmost importance that could change a lot of things for the worse, or the better. So yes, I'll have an ice cream this week :D

Apple cinamon :)

If you ever feel like having a hot tea, apple cinnamon is definitely the way to go (especially when your throat hurts). Beginning with it's smell, and it's flavor! Mmmm.. Believe me, it's the BEST.

Monday..

Being sick at the beginning of the week it's definitely not a good idea :/ I hope tomorrow things will change for the better.

Idling

"No one gives a fuck about the values I would die for"

And it begins!

Tuesday, Wednesday and thursday! The weekend has just begun :D @Gto

Me rehuso a antrear!! jsjddiskwvwobsjxgw

Fail.. None of my friends are coming. So yeah, I think I'll be leaving today after my sister arrives :s

Flash weekend

Little sleep + lots of fun = Great weekend that ended too fast.

Pd. We are going to miss you man.

Thursday evening

It's Thursday evening and it seems like Sunday already.. A ton of work ahead yay!

Today's afternoon.. Movie?

My plan for this afternoon is watching a movie with a friend, the thing is, we've had that same plan for a month now.. Will today finally be THE day? I certainly hope so. (1:53) Update: No movie, no nothing..

Itunes

Today I learned how to buy on iTunes without an iTunes' card! Which is extremely convenient since they aren't for sale in my city, I'm all set :D

Back on track

I just had a great nap :) I'm back on business!

Facebook | Gran Flan

Facebook | Gran Flan

You should check it out ;)

Early in the morning

I got up an hour ago just to wait in the classroom for a teacher that never showed up.. SSDD (this was around 9am)

Right now I'm at home mourning the lost of my best earphones :(

First mobile post

Well, I don't think many people know but I recently acquired an iPod touch 3rd gen.. I know maybe I should've waited for the 4th gen since It won't be long before it gets to my nearest store here in Mexico but meh, I'm really enjoying it :)
I hope this'll be the first of many mobile posts, see ya!

(The Walker) Couldn't Have Known

The walker sliding over the street

And all he could see

Were the shadows falling from the trees

The music streaming through his ears

It made everything, everything (magic)

And nothing you could say now

It's gonna change his fate

Nothing can shake him awake

The sound was clear

the engine so loud

but the walker wasn't here (to hear)

All is fine, nothing's that bad

It's just another day to walk through

And I want to

See what awaits me (crash)

The walker sliding over the street

And all he could see

Were the shadows falling from the trees

Estoy tan cansado.. y cansado de mi voz.. cansado de las repetitivas ideas que llegan a mi cabeza.. Pero siempre esta Keane :) Entre otras Try Again es muy recomendable.

Countdown!

Ixtapa en 3 días y yo enfermo.. jaja promete ser interesante. Y hablando un poco más a futuro: Concierto de los Arctic Monkeys el 22 de Abril!!!! Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! xD

...................................

Just another day in life.. *sigh*

Calendario

Mi Calendario en Google 0.0

Pd. También disponible al final de la página.

Weird

I have this urge to write about what I think and what I feel,
And I believe that's just unreal in a way that might appeal,
It is the mix of rush and boredom what brings me here,
So here/hear, read. It's all out of sheer fear my dear. :)

Melpomene

Una de las mejores canciones en el cosmos.. Melpomene - Kashmir

Something tells me that I'm left without a chance
in my suspicious attempts to get her close
enough to close my lips around her smile
now I can't close my eyes when she's around
and she's around
passing like the wind that shapes the clouds
she is around, she is around

i don't know how but suddenly it has been a while
and we're been walking in through that same front door
undressing like there were no parts to hide
and calling each other names we never had
you never heard
and then an unexpected turn
and we hit the kerb
a stupid term, a fatal word

Flutter girl
killing me with her sunshine
sunshine
she's so unaware
that she's my melpomene

you broke the code
just like i'm sure you always do
without intentions but I know
that's how I broke away from you
now that the clouds are obsolete
I hope you landed on your feet
without those evil demons
keeping you reminding of...

the war they pulled us through
as fragile hearts ran short of glue
as we're both running out of time
and seek to drown the fact in wine
it should be honest and naive
like we should give, we should receive
I must be jaded
fading out of fuction into solitude

Flutter girl
killing me with her sunshine
sunshine
she's so unaware
that she's my melpomene

Flutter girl
killing me with her sunshine
sunshine
she's so unaware
that she's my melpomene

Cancion del día (A estas horas y ya quedo elegida.. asi de buena es)

Nelly Furtado - Try


All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love 

Cancion del día

Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)


Sleeping is giving in,
no matter what the time is.
Sleeping is giving in,
so lift those heavy eyelids.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water.
But we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter.

People say that your dreams
are the only things that save ya.
Come on baby in our dreams,
we can live on misbehavior.

Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes
Every time you close your eyes

People try and hide the night
underneath the covers.
People try and hide the light
underneath the covers.

Come on hide your lovers underneath the covers
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

Hidin' from your brothers
underneath the covers,
come on hide your lovers
underneath the covers.

People say that you'll die
faster than without water,
but we know it's just a lie,
scare your son, scare your daughter,
Scare your son, scare your daughter.
Scare your son, scare your daughter.

Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the sun, it's alright!
(Lies, lies!)
Now here's the moon it's alright
(Lies, lies!)

Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!
Every time you close your eyes
Lies, lies!

Every time you close your eyes

Every time you close your eyes

Every time you close your eyes

Lies, lies!

It destroys me not to know what is that troubles your heart.. and its even worse when I can do nothing about it..

Volver a clases

Durante estas vacaciones de invierno aproveche para adaptarme y regresar (o tratar) a lo que era mi vida. Hasta hace dos días había sido "vacaciones" en su mayoría hasta hace dos días..
El jueves de esta semana empezó la cuenta regresiva de regreso a clases para mi. Llego el día de buscar depa/cuarto en Gto.. 0.0  Cualquier estudiante de la UG estará de acuerdo conmigo que encontrar un lugar que te quede cómodo/accesible o donde quieres en gto. es una búsqueda ardua y muchas veces una causa perdida.. (sin mencionar que el lugar en sí esté decente). Por eso estoy feliz de anunciar que en mi caso no fue así XD.
No solo encontré el cuarto en mis primeras horas de búsqueda, si no también esta a un muy buen precio y moderadamente cerca del centro (5 mins. del puente de Tepetapa sin subidas empinadas ni laberintos :D). Pero esperen, hay más! Me incluye todos los servicios! ¿¡Qué qué?! (también internet inalámbrico y cable.. claro que el cable probablemente jamás será aprovechado jaja) Oh si. Estoy listo, estoy listo, estoy listo estoy listo, etc. (Props a quien haya cachado la referencia ;)).

Cancion del día

Keane - This Is the Last Time

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind

Not just you anymore

It's funny how we seek for attention but,

We´re not thinking of giving any in return.

What's there for me?

What's there for me?

It's easier to say you´re getting bored,

It's easier to say good bye and just go

When, you don't care or simply don't care enough,

To stay, or hold your toungue, oh but you won´t,

No you just won't..

It's simple to just follow your needs,

To just do what you want without having to bleed,

Without having to breathe, without having to live,

and without having to risk anything at all.

But now you´ve fell in love,

It's not selfish anymore,

It's harder to put yourself before,

It's much harder not to care at all.

´Cause you´ve fell in love,

It's not selfish anymore,

Yes you´ve fell in love,

And you.. can't live without her,

No you can't, breathe without her,

And you´ll risk everything for her,

To the point you could bleed to death.

You´ll do everything that's needed,

To keep her,

To save her,

To love her,

You love her,

You love her,

You love her,

And I love you.

It's funny how we seek for attention but,

We´re not thinking of giving any in return.

What's there for me?

What's there for me?

Antagonic

Listen carefully, I came to tell you a story,

About you and me, of when we were free.

You were dark and cold, for us both,

I was bright and warm, like the sun,

We were just two sides of the same coin,

This we knew and we just sung along.

After some time, When I turned around it had been a while,

And like the wine, you had come to shine.

Harder and harder, you tried to sink our boat,

Sooner or later you thought, I´ll have his throat,

No, you are wrong, I´d never go that wrong,

But you weren´t wrong, at last, I went numb.

You took over me, and changed what I used to be,

My filosofy, he shred and twisted to the seems,

In my whole life, I´ve ever been so rotten and so bleak,

In my whole life, I´ve ever hurt that much, I´ve ever been than weak.

It´s been so long and still, You haunt my memories,

Now I see, you will never vanish, you won´t disappear,

But you were wrong, I´ll never go there no, not from now on,

Now I´m strong, and you´re just a side of me that was, a long time ago.

You were dark and cold, for us both,

I was bright and warm, like the sun,

We were just, two sides of the same coin,

This we knew, and we just sung along.

Sudden awareness

Blue blue sky, I've been wondering why I'm here,

Piercing eyes, you can't deny what you've seen,

You're falling on me, and I'm no longer feeling free,

Some time ago, I had a friend who told me, of love you should beware,

When I woke up, in the morning, my mind was quite aware

This feeling came, ingrained in my soul of clay,

What's there to say?

What's left to say?

For it came to stay.

Some things I'll never say

Well sorry for not being like the gross of the population,

Call me difficult if you want to well I know I'm not special,

I'm just pointing out that I don't care for general convention,

I'll be the only one standing, in this one and every other hall,

I might as well be the exception to the rule,

But we'll find out soon enough, won't we?

I won't try to make conversation with a fool,

Just go along, go along and follow thee.

Most will say It's a lost cause, not worth the try,

Still I'll stand unbreakable and I'll be true.

Walking along the path covered by the stream of lights,

Hardly stopping to wonder, everything will go in a blur.

You needn't be sad or disappointed of yourself,

I'll show you my bleeding hands for your contempt,

-Just as little kids don't have a glimpse of guilt-

It's something you don't see but you just can't help.

Idling again..

I follow the trace of light but i never reach it quite right, after struggling with myself i´ve decided to let it slip for today, not always with such ease and not always but still, i´m looking forward to the next encounter -let it bring what it should bring (thunder??)- although it might end as my greatest blunder.

Yo quiero..

Quiero volar y poder cruzar todas las fronteras, quiero ver tantos lugares como en mi vida pueda, quiero probar mil sabores de helados y todo tipo de chocolates, hacer lo que quiera aunque me llamen loco de remate, quiero dormir un dia entero y quiero correr hasta mas no poder, quiero tener la posibilidad de tenerlo todo, pero no quiero nada si no lo puedo tener contigo.. Te quiero.

Idle

Guitar in hand, a tune comes, yeah yeah a catchy one.. changes a bit, like it better yet.. cant go on with it, just cant do it. annoyed, upset.. doesnt last for long.. now it goes along with all the other lost sougs...

Z

Im missing all the things we never did, all the goals we set we couldnt fulfill. Im missing the rain we never soaked under, and hell yeah every time we said: thunder! Do you remember? Im missing the chats, im missing the laughs, im missing every last talk we had.Im missing all that we missed.. im missing you.

Entre el Sol y el Girasol

Esta mañana estaba sentado junto a mi ventana,
observando como el sol anunciaba un nuevo día
mientras los pájaros cantaban sus melodías.

Oh! Hermoso amanecer!
¿Cuál es la razón de tu presencia esta vez?

Claro que no esperaba respuesta alguna..
Y aún así lo dudé.. mi incesante curiosidad
se encontraba despierta y susurraba:
"Espera.. Aún no es tiempo de que partas"

Así que esperé. Esperé hasta que el sol
se encontró en el punto más alto del cielo,
Esperé mientras observaba un girasol
que a su vez me miraba atento, con celo.

Esperé y esperé.. entre el sol y el girasol,
entre los sonidos y el repentino silencio..
Silencio.. ¿Acaso ya es tarde para el canto de un ruiseñor?

Un resplandor.. ¿Qué es eso? -Me pregunté yo-
Demasiado brillante para una criatura del cielo
pero muy pequeño para ser algo más.. eterno.

Al principio pareció que no era más que un espejismo
pero, más y más se acercaba a donde me encontraba.

Mientras esperaba la llegada de mi inesperado
visitante alado me pregunté ¿Quién podrá ser?
¿Será mera coincidencia? Al parecer..
O acaso será.. Un mensajero que llega apurado!

Se detenía y movía en intervalos, justo enfrente de mí,
A centímetros de mi cara.. Por un momento pensé:
¿Qué significa esto? ¿Pretende hacerme daño? No sé..
Un mensaje divino tal vez! Si claro, no me hagas reír.

Antes de que pudiese seguir divagando lo vi,
repentinamente voló junto a mi oído y me dijo:
"Me tomó mucho tiempo llegar hasta aquí"
Así que escuche el mensaje, entre el sol y el girasol.